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But did you die? 

Holy mash potatoes batman!! I’m not quite sure how I forgot but these 21 day fix videos are tough. I just finished the Total Body Cardio Fix and yes my whole body feels it. All I kept hearing her say was you can do anything for 60 seconds. Oh and if it’s burning it’s working. Both are true I suppose. I modified the modified girl at times. I definitely don’t move as fast as they do but I’m still moving. Based on what I look like at this moment it’s a good thing I don’t go to the gym or attend bootcamps. My hair is out of control and I’m pretty sure I have gallons of sweat happening. As a fat chick I already feel like people look at me with disgust. Yes I also know that is probably in my head and may not be true but we all have our issues. Anyway…you add the fat part plus moving and sweating…yeah I think I will do that in the comfort of my home instead of in public. I’m accomplishing more because I know I’m giving it all I have because I’m not worried about being judged by others. It’s me pushing me. It may not work for everyone and that’s okay. You should do what works for you. I’ve done the videos before and I promise they work. My problem is I have difficulty sticking with things and I’m the queen of excuses. I work hard to lose weight and then I stop doing the very thing that worked. Apparently I enjoy sabatoging myself. All things that I need to work on and change. The mental side of trying to lose weight is always the toughest part. I may joke about being murdered by the video but really overcoming the mental demons is when winning happens. If I can conquer that then the weight will fall off. Wish me luck! 

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